heh,
went to check out the Halloween Special at the Night Safari

was pretty mad, cos it took me 1hr to buy tickets
1hr to get onto the tram

but the funny & weird getups kind of made up for it

and the number of photos that we took too = )

i am literally dying….

sigh………..

i guess i am happy ba….

talks are essential
talks are important
just like communication

there’s still alot of things to be done,
but i hope it will work out = )

cant really post up pictures here,
guess i will only post them up in fb

had a relaxing 2days 1nite stay over at Sentosa
did nothing except NUAN, talk, eat, walk….

and watched a movie yesterday over at Vivo

his bff is damn funny & lame

hmmmm,
cant really pen down my thoughts now…

but i really have alot of work to do

i cant believe tat i actually lazed in bed from 1am-3pm yesterday (half my sat gone)
guess i was that tired

its going to be a tough 2010….i can actually foresee it….

guess its really time to plan my working hours

simply love this song….

the irony of life…..

hmmmmm

almost forgot my password to my blog…

work information overloaded
too many deadlines to meet
proposal after proposal to look at and to evaluate
things to plan for 2009 & 2010
course to attend??? (still pending)

coursework to mark and submit
examiner again for 2 days (i think)…same venue as last year (got to wake up DAMN EARLY just to get there)
training….

no time to eat & breathe, let alone sleep
let alone drink….

i miss my alcohol…i think

and most importantly,
i think i need to set a deadline for myself

i think i am getting fat….

eating non-stop loh….

and i think i am going for a buffet tmorrow nite…

not that i am being slow,
but i guess that i suck at expressing myself nowadays….

cant say much about work,
i am still passionate abt it,
but there’s too many things which are out of my control
and they do suck up my energy
which is why i tend to leave work early nowadays

many things that i wanna do,
and am thinking whether do i want to take up a particular course in RP.

it will be up my wed evenings, and the whole of saturdays.
not that i mind,
but i tend to give extra classes on sat mornings.

so….
many other things
but its still not coming out my mind proper.

my mum accidentally said something on sunday,
and she quickly changed tracks.
well, cant blame her can i?

guess i am still lost….
almost like a fumbling idiot now
or is it a headless duck trying to find its way?

its complicated….

i didnt think that after talking to you,
i would have more qns for myself to answer and also for me, whether to ask you or not

why is it this complicated?

or should i just make known my thoughts & feelings?

have you found your rainbow yet?